Kim Kardashian says she wishes her infamous sex tape with ex Ray J didn’t exist

Reality TV star, Kim Kardashian and the rest of her famous family sat with Andy Cohen for a KUWTK reunion interview.

The show titled Keeping Up With the Kardashians: The Final Curtain featured the Kardashian and Jenner family as they discussed a lot with host, Andy Cohen.

One of the topics discussed was the now-infamous sextape that starred Kim and her boyfriend at the time, Ray J. During the episode, Andy Cohen came with some tough questions. He asked if she believed that KUWTK would have been as successful without the sex tape.

Her reply,

“Looking back, probably not. I think that everything happens for a reason, and I really try to, like, live like that. And every time there’s, like, something and a crazy scandal that feels like you can’t breathe and how are you gonna get through this, it always is a lesson. Even if it’s a private lesson, even if it’s just something that we didn’t know we had to go through,”

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Cohen also asked if she had thought about the day she would have to explain it to her four kids. Kim admitted she had thought about it but it hadn’t happened yet.

“Luckily, I think that so many years have gone on, and so many things have happened positively, that it really erases that” Kim Kardashian added.

However, Kim admitted,

“That is something that I have to live with for the rest of my life. That is something that’s, like, being held over my head. I try not to have any regrets, but it’s probably the one thing that I wish didn’t exist, and if I could erase any of the stupid things that I’ve done in life, that’s probably it. And it’s more so from being a mom than anything.”